It is not selfish to want healing for yourself! Some think that they should use their healing energy on others and this is commendable. But, there is no reason why you cannot use it for yourself.
As healers, we daily send out healing either by hands on or absently. We send out our love and our prayers and ask that those in need receive the healing power of spirit. Such a lot of positive energy is sent around the world in this very unselfish manner.
In order to be able to use your psychic gifts and healing powers you need to be fit and well yourself. Yoiu can ask for healing for yourself especially if you cannot get to see a hands on healer.
In the same manner that I suggested you use to send out absent healing (see earlier post) you can use the healing enegy to give yourself the healing treatment.
Sit in a calm and peaceful atmosphere. Send out a prayer to spirit asking that your healing guides may come around you. Close you eyes and visualise yourself lying on a bed in the middle of the room. Build up a large cloud of blue healing energy and send it to the image of yourself on the bed.
Let the blue energy envelop the image completely and let it stay there for a while. Send out your loving thoughts and prayers, just as you do for others.
When you feel the energy leaving thank spirit for their help and their love. Say a closing prayer and sit for a while until you feel ready for the day.
I know you will feel the benefit. Spirit want healing for us all. There is no need for anyone to feel selfish for needing healing. Enjoy it, and when it is over and you feel whole again you may send out healing to others once more.